Last try

Well I have come to the decision that this will be the last month we try to have a baby.
Emotionally I am exhausted.I will do my last round of Clomid and that is it.
Last month the side effects were just awful, so I hope this month it is a little better.
Maybe If a new Dr joins are insurance I will try again, but at this point the only DR on our plan does not seem to give a crap If we ever get PG or not.
He has not ran any other tests besides the first initial blood tests.
I am just so tired of being sad every month.

Cut & Colour

It's about time Kathryn got a make over and I was just the person to do it!
Before we headed up to Bendover I took Kathy over to Sherrie's salon.
After a thinning, a little blond and a little red for fun she looks pretty good.
Got her home to my house, curled it a bit, added makeup and walla! She actually looked very pretty.



Me,Ben, Mom, Kathryn, Christie, Tracy, Ben's mom and her friend all loaded up on the bus and we were off.
Once again those darn slots took my money!
I hate loosing money!
Oh well we all had a good time and was home in bed by 4AM.

Happy Mother's day!!

it's always nice to get home

We got up nice and early Friday morning. Got all of our things together, Dropped Camri off at school and headed to breakfast.
We were on the road to fun by 9:30 am.


I forgot what a boring drive this is.


Joshua Tree @ 75 MPH


Finally made it. We were an hour behind schedule because Ben just had to find the new In & Out burger they built in st George.
Just another burger if you ask me.
I was not impressed with this Hotel/motel. They really stretch the truth on there website.
Oh well we are here and we are going to have fun!



Ok this casino is not all it is cracked up to be. Saturday morning we have breakfast and head to vegas!


LOL only in Vegas baby!


We parked at the Belagio and walked around for 4 hours. And we only got to see 5 Casino's. This place is just to eXtreme for 1 afternoon.


We ended our trip at the Mirage and walked back to the car.
We were hoping the slots would be a little looser but they were not.
Back on the road again.
Saturday night we walked around and headed the the Casablanca where we met some really fun people at the tables. where in fact we stayed the rest of the night.
Hello Becca and Mitch!
I hope we will be going out with them again soon.

well that concludes our weekend adventure.


Stay tuned in 2 weeks we will see if this round of meds did the trick.
I hardly had any side effects at all this time around.
It was a pleasant change, but now i am worried they didnt do there job right.3
Oh well I guess only time will tell.
Crossing all my fingers and toes!

Bring on the Hot Falshes!

I am starting this month's cycle of fertility meds.
I have 2 refills but I am hoping that I wont need them.
Side effects are- hot flashes, headaches, and what we like to call the "clomid meanies"-slight mode swings!
This will be the 12th round of fertility pills and I hope the last!
Maybe the combo of 12 pills I take EVERY day will finally give us our little baby.

NO Christmas baby for us!

My EDD would have been Christmas day.
Pro's and Con's
It would have been fun to have a Christmas baby, but it would ruin it for Matt and camri. Not to mention everyone else who would have to come visit me in the Hospital.
That's OK though, there is always next month. Besides me and Ben are going to Vegas for our 3rd. Anniversary on the 2nd of may. So we will get to have an extra good time while we are away.
I cant wait to lie by the pool in the warm sunshine!

New pictures of Camri 04/08

This is our favorite, because this is what she always looks like!


New Picture of Matt, he did cut his hair the next day so this is not so accurate.04/08

Yes he really does think he is sooo smart!!

Ok here we go again

Well we decided to not wait another month and go straight for it. So hopefully in the next few weeks I will be able to post good news again. But I will hopefully not have any sad news to go after it.